Lost....

I've already failed several times in love. I don't want to be hurt again. It's already enough. Would I love again? Several times in the past I've already been disappointed.  I try to love again but it turns out it isn't love at all. It's just an infatuation or maybe longing. Longing to be love and to be able to love them in return. To be taken care off. I'm in the zone that I would give up on love. I wanted to be happy. Would I be able to find that kind of love or maybe not. ......