Huwebes, Mayo 8, 2014

My love for you

Your an unexpected baby, but I didn't regret of having you in my life. Your dad wanted you to be aborted, but I am against it. I know my mom and dad were disappointed with me at that time, but they accepted it immediately. I've been scared. I am in denial at that time but eventually I've learned to accept it. Your daddy accepted it to. Every week he see to it that he is coming to see us. I know he is suffering because he is so young at that time and he is younger than me but he take the responsibility. But January 2013 passed your daddy is not the way he used to be. He has been cold to me and I know somethings wrong. One day someone texted him and  I knew she is the one who is causing him to be cold. I confronted him but he doesn't want to say the truth. I've cried eventually he said the truth. She is his girl. He said that his lonely without me that is why he did hat. He wanted someone to take care of him the way I used to. I let him pick, he doesn't want to loose us so he chose us. Summer have passed and he doesn't go to us. He keeps on giving his alibis. Then the day that i had a check up, he is with me. That was the day that I am going to give birth to you. But he left me, he said his going  to find a money. But your daddy didn't comeback. He never came to see us. He only came the day that we rushed you to the hospital. That was the tragic moment of my life. Seeing you in the hospital that you are fighting your life for us. I know you are a fighter, you hold on for three days. But eventually you left us. But I know your happy now. I love you baby Jaiden. You'll always be in my heart.

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